My childhood ends in 15 hours.
I wish so much of it was different,
I wish I did so much more,
I wish I could do it again, knowing what I know now.

My childhood ends in 15 hours.
Adulthood is a natural occurrence,
It happens to everyone who hasn't died a tragic death.
I’ll be fine.

My childhood ends in 15 hours.
Will the innocence be pulled from my body,
Will the lost weight lift me up?
Or, will the force push me down?

I worry I’ll be forced to my knees,
Hands behind my head,
Begging life to just “let me live.”

My childhood ends in 15 hours.
I still don't know what life is,
School failed me,
So did my parents.
How were they supposed to prepare me for this?
It's not their fault.

My childhood ends in 15 hours.

15 hours LEFT to belt Paramore in the shower,
15 hours LEFT to bury myself in writing for weeks unending.
15 hours LEFT to cry about boys.

My childhood ends in 15 hours.
In 15 hours it’s bills.
In 15 hours it’s work.
In 15 hours it's surviving.

My childhood ends in 15 hours.
A new season is coming,
But this episode will be
heart wrenching.